work-allergy

Today I had my first team meeting, it was okay, short and quick. Basically the manager just asked about everybody’s progress. So nothing much to talk about. She said, she trusts us as adults, and expects us to finish whatever given to us. Or maybe there is a hidden message behind it. “I expect you to finish your work, or do something work-related instead of blogging or visiting thesuperficial.com”.

Hehehehe.. that part i just make it up :D :D :D
Well, it’s practically lunch hour so I have free time now :D

Anyway, tomorrow will have a birthday party at home. Maybe we’ll be having strawberry yogurt cake. Sounds yummy-licous.

The gas price increased again, and just wait till other products price increase as well. This only means one thing, learn to spend within a budget (eekk)

Lately I’ve had anxiety attacks at work. Does it mean I’m allergic to this job? You think so? That’s what I thought too!!!

monday's suck

monday is boring. I never really liked monday. In fact monday is the worst day of the week. Nothing much is going on. Saturday was spent relaxing around the house and sunday went to a wedding, and afterwards to the mall to find a birthday gift.

Neynarre is back in kk town. Maybe I'll have a mini reunion wif her, but dont have her cell/home number. i wonder if it's ok to call her dad (her dad works in ums).

Oh, terrible news about a boy hitting his brother till dead. TV influence? Hmm. That's why it's recommended children under 2 years should watch no tv at all.

And I love my niece. She's the cutest little pie. I've taught her few things, like saying mamaji (not babuji k!), hello (or teletubbies ee-oo) and yes and no. I can totally be a nanny cause i love babies (not the irritating 5 yrs old!!!)

finally, congrats to lana for her pre-wedding day:) i'm happy for you..

Coffee and ...

I’m at the office right now. Just came back from the pantry making my fix, yes, I need my caffeine! Sha, before u start preaching,stop! I know I should’ve stopped drinking so much coffee. A memory just came to me. When I was tiny (primary school), I didn’t like tea or coffee. The only drinks served in our house were nespray and milo. So my coffee obsession must’ve started in high school. And I remembered the person who introduced me to coffee or at that time, Nescafe ping(iced). It was mayam. Nescafe iced was the usual breakfast beverage for her. She was the person who introduced me to the world of coffee. BTW, there is a world for coffee, the smell, the taste and the comfort and energy it brought. And with that I’m blaming you for my coffee addiction mayam. No, I don’t. I love you lotssss and I have missed you.

I need 8 hours of sleep every night, and even with that, I can’t even open my eyes at 6 in the morning. My bedtime is the same as my 1 and a half year old niece. Well, who am I kidding. I’ve always loved sleeping J

I started re-reading she’s come undone last night.

That’s all fox. Nothing’s much is going on. Oh and do you know maya Karin is invited to be the hostess for red carpet for academy awards?

Check your contact lens solution

Scary news:-
Corneal infection
Please stop using renu multipurpose solutions, clean ur lenses thoroughly and don't sleep with ur contacts on.

It's been days after arwah maryam's passing. Everyday I look at her pictures and imagining that she's still alive. I'd imagine what she'd say to me after I failed my shell's interview. My heart is filled with guilt and sadness and anger and all sort of emotions. But thinking of her, her smile, her grace, her joy and her laugh, just another reason to be alive. I misschhh you maryam.

Honestly it's so much easier to talk about the facts of her accident than to talk about the effects of hear passing. But she'd want me to get on with my life, and live it to the fullest, and find out my passion and work like hell to get it. Yeah, I wish I have ur determination, mayam.

I've had an interview with Shell last Friday. I guess I'm not their "IT" girl since I've got a red card for my interview. It's fine. All the ramblings about National park, even as i said it i didnt believe it. What the hell is national park preventing natural disaster??? That's just another bull coming out of my mouth. Having had interview with Shell and after answering non-academic questions make me question my ability and my achievements.

All i want is to have a house of my own, and throw fab-party. I went to this gift shop and saw cute red candleplace(for votive candles), and little disco light (perfect for guest gift). I can imagine how's the room, with red lighting, and little silver disco light on the plate (underneath is a napkin of course). Maybe the appetizer will be a shrimp or little ayamas filo. Tiramisu maybe will be the desert, with chocolate topping. Every cuisine will be beautifully decorated with garnishes which take 5 hours to prepare. Oh, how fun!!

oh. and did i mention my D70 is broken. I have to send it to Nikon Service Center, and hopefully get it back before my trip to KL. I cant wait to see everybody !!!!

signin off~~